Last night, I stayed up really late helping Dan install Movable Type for his new blog on decision science. I was very happy to do so — I love helping people start blogs. I was also writing and re-writing a sort of decision/conversation tree, which has left me very sad today. I didn’t ask to be such a semantic/ grammatical/logical stickler — I just am. If things I say seem abstruse or cold, it’s just because they need to be translated out of ‘Dan’ and into your language. Add with the scraps of Buddhism I picked up in high school and college that are so clear in head but so muddled and hard to communicate in my words on life, the future and relationships, I…just feel fucking miserable.

Today I cleaned out my cube for the move to a new cube on the next floor down tomorrow. I don’t like taking my pictures down, even when I’m going to be putting them right back up Thursday morning. It’s dusty and empty now.

Look at this from this.